"I think a person needs to learn from childhood to find himself alone. It means to not be bored when you’re by yourself, because a person who finds himself bored when alone – as it seems to me – is in danger."
"Sometimes I feel like I ain’t supposed to be here.
Sometimes I wake up, I don’t want to be here."
"I’m tired of being unhappy. I’m tired of stressing. And I’m tired of wasting time. I’m not going back to the way I used to be—where I’d sit around, making OTHER people happy. Fuck them. I need to be fucking selfish, too. So I will be."